I’ve been having frequent headaches these past couple of days yet I kept dragging myself up every morning, trying to convince myself that I can do this; that there’s only a few weeks left. The only remedy that made my days bearable was drinking a cup of hot Mexican chocolate that’s just perfect for the crazy weather we’ve been having recently.

Four months — It only took 4 months for me to realize that this is not what I want and this is not where I belong. I’ve always wanted to write, and I have to admit that as soon as I was offered a job as a content writer, I jumped right into it, head first. And guess where that brought me? Nope, not exactly where I wanted to be.

The past four months has been really hard for me and looking back, I don’t even know how I managed to get through every week with only Sunday as my rest day. Don’t get me wrong, I would never regret leaving my previous job before this, but I hate how I feel like I’ve been tricked into this job, like everyone lied to me.

I was never informed during my interview of the important details, and the worst part is, I asked and all they fed me was pure lies. I am angry, and stressed out, but what can I do? I tried to catch up, I did everything, my monthly evaluation even says that I’m doing greater than what they expected. But it’s hard and I’m tired, and I can’t do it anymore.

So two weeks ago, I finally had the guts to file my resignation. I didn’t regret it, in fact, I found myself breathing a sigh of relief. I just can’t wait to get out of here.