Upon closing the book, I found myself staring blankly in space. Thinking.. thinking about love, happiness, suicide, religion, the Great Perhaps, suffering and death. I thought of all the things I did in the past 18 years and wondered if it was all worth it; if I was already worth remembering. I wanted to go out there, launch myself into the real world, I wanted to get out of the sugar-coated world I built to cover up all the grotesqueness in life and look for my Great Perhaps before I die.
Looking For Alaska is one of the books worth reading and having a copy of. It is one of those books that I really find very moving. ♥
How will I ever get out of this labyrinth!